“Song Going Home” + “For the Old House” by Caroline Collins
Home is the gas jet
just flipped on, dancing its blue ring
under the iron skillet
Home is the spring mud
under my feet, its bright blades
that will brush my shins in no time
Home is the wind
rippling the corn, spilling
its green whisper of secrets
Home is the smell
of fresh rain, seeping in
through the open window
Home is the taste
of the cold spring, bringing us back
no matter how far we wander
Home is my heart
skimming along, a flat stone
flung far across the water
Home is a river of memory
I wade in deep
and never touch bottom
For the Old House
(for my brother Demetrius)
We are but the latest travelers
here. Strangers will never know
which screen our calico tore,
so wild to be outside,
or where the Saturday opera
soared to the attic crawl space.
They’ll find the transom
where the breeze sounds
its foghorn, but not
who sat where, reading
or praying the rosary, telling
stories, ironing clothes.
Yet love is still here, amid
the knots and tangles,
after all the dust and pain
of subtraction—for love
is what always remains
in the presence of absence.
Caroline Collins’ recent poems have appeared in Bangor Literary Journal, The Green Light, Parousia, and Tiny Seed Journal, with work forthcoming in The Hopper. Her poetry collection Presences was published by Parallel Press in 2014. She teaches college-level composition and literature in the USA.